Rose Love

I love what I fear, I attract what I desire. Once lovers now, a joke. A marriage? More like a bad-written love story. I wanted, too much, too soon. Too now. Sense where it was none. My heart killed her mind. Her hand healed my wounds. But I was not the one who bled. Lound,…

Same but different

Piotrkowska Street, the ‘glory’ of Łódź, a city of Poland.  One of the longest commercial thoroughfares in Europe.  But for me, it was just a place to spend free time. Maybe go to a restaurant or for coffee with a friend. I had there my worst date and one of the best parties I ever…

Death is a lover

    Agesandros, The Darkness, The Ruler of Underworld, I am all, and I am none. Bone Sovereign, Hades, The God of Death,  all true yet false. I take lives and souls, but I give all what they want – Forever, a place to call home. If you deserve, that it. For others, my gifts…

Signature of Hapiness

My key to happiness is to have a low expectation; when things are surprisingly nice, it seems even better and when they’re bad, I expected it, so it doesn’t hurt as much. How many times I had too high expectations while starting a book, and it completely destroyed it for me? But sometimes there’s something inside…

Our past is nothing more than memories

Memories and imagination often collide. For example six months Ewuś couldn’t remember her grandad holding her in his arm. Especially she wasn’t able to have memories looking from afar on this scene. It was a memory but not Ewuś’s. Maybe it was her grandad’s memory but it is impossible to ask him since he died…

Daggers of Life

To give life is to take one. It’s simple like that. It was not alway this way. But what mortals could do against the Gods? No one can escape the Fate. The weak one, the one that committed the crime, the eldest. Under busy eyes of higher power. The sentence is someone’s else salvation. In the ruthless…

I Know

Different ways to say Goodbye The “grow up” life that came too fast Not belonging to one place The pain of lost that tear your heart Perfect excuse to stay in When you want to be elsewhere Worlds created by the words House that could have been a home The beauty of the Baltic sea…

Kingdom of the Starlight 

In the world where Gods were constellations, Haven was nothing more than a solitary star. But it didn’t make him weaker, quite opposite, he was the strongest out of all the Gods because of that.  Haven was easiest to notice, thanks to his lonely faith. He shines the brightest, by being surrounded by the endless…

Reflection

The mirror, The mirror reflected the truth. My face, My dry tears not able to came, My eyes that saw him. I’ve done what I could… I’ve done everything. His name, His name would be the last thing, On my mouth, On my mind, in my empty heart. Not because out passionate love, Not because…

Thief of lives

Covered in blood and surrounded by nightmares. I choose. I desire. I kill. I save. ‘Cause there is no escape from my hand, my blade. Walking from one pub to another. I look. I want. I steal. I give. ‘Cause all that matters is my power, my patterns. No rights and yet my verdict is holy. I…

What if he doesn’t belong here?

  He wants so badly to not be between, but he is. He is torn apart, half here and half there, not able to be full. He wants so badly to be brave. But what if? What if he doesn’t belong here? ‘Stay strong’ he reminds himself. New place, new house… no home. He wants…

I don’t want to die

I don’t want to die, it is just easy as that. I don’t want to die, but this is how life works. Every year, every month, and every week. I don’t want to die, close, endless possibilities. I don’t want to die, and be just a body, with nothing inside. Every day, Every hour, and every…